The truth is that every first day of school was torture for both of us, especially for me who often had the greatest number of negative traits such as 'be darker, smaller and thinner. than my brother. With my very sensitive, emotionally unstable and immature heart, all comparisons put me in danger with my brother. I promised myself I would look smarter, better looking, taller and healthier than him. So to do that, I studied harder. I participated in different school activities to gain self-confidence and self-esteem. I trained harder to play badminton and chess better. I made friends with more people to create an allegiance that I will agree with that I am better than my brother. All the sowing resulted in a harvest, I graduated from primary school in the top 9 while my brother was in the top 11. I won! I won the battle I fought without my opponent knowing it. A few days later, I was in great distress. We changed address and transferred to Montalban. I lost my friends and moved to a new school and house. I no longer had any allies. I had no one to support me in my own selfish, childish dreams except my twin brother. Therefore, I realized that my most envied enemy is actually my only true